I haven't been on in forever, nor have I uploaded anything in forever. ^^ ;; I'm so sorry!

School started and everything went crazy for a while, but I'm getting back on track! In bad news, it looks like I'm probably not going to NYAF. ;~; Which is actually pretty upsetting, 'cause I really, oh so badly, wanted to go. And my Euphie costume turned out, oh so faboulously and I really wanted to debut it there. D:

Good news is I get to go to the big ZombieLand march in Boston instead. Let me know if you are going! :3
I am also starting my Sealand, Schrodinger and Ponyo cosplays. Which I'm super excited for~

Expect more updates soon and happy fall! <333
~Ducky

Whew. Wow. Whopper Burger. Weezer.

Just a huge bowl of what the fuckery?

It's been quite a week. It's just been -crazy-. I feel almost...a little thrust into adulthood? xD It's just strange, because a few days ago, I found out that the barn I learned to ride at, that I've riden at for 8 years, that has horses that I -love-, that was a huge part of my life is moving to Virgina. And then, two days later, I learned that my Synchronized swimming team, that I was with every Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thrusday and Saturday night, for -six- years, is done. It's gone. ;~; So yeah. Two huge parts of my life that, I think really shaped me as a person and opened up so many doors for me, are gone. I'm more shocked right now, then anything. ^^ ;; And then of course, I found out that my cousin is too busy and that I'm not going to New York. ;~; I was really looking forward to that. xPPP

But, on the brighter side, since all of that happened, I'm 'gonna be able to start all of these new things~ Like, a dance team, playing the ukelele, singing and working more on field hockey.

Mhmm. Well yeah. That's it? This really seems, quite boring when I read it now. I guess I really just wanted a new journal. xDDD

OH. AND PONYO ROCKS MY SOCKS. I LOVE IT. SO MUCH. <3

Oh, oh. And I've also been turned on to South Park Yaoi. Yeah. I know. WHAT THE FUCK, right? Well. It's 'kinda like an out-of-body experience, reading South Park Yaoi. Whatever. It's fun an funny. <33

Long journal is long.
Bundles of love,
Ducky <3

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUUBEAR. Everyone go to 's page and wish her a happy birfday~<3

: D So, yes, Happy AkuRoku day! I haven't seen any new stuff, concerning it, but I hope so see some good fan art and fanfictions soon! Also, I'm sad 'cause my wunderful Axel, , is far far away, currently. TAT One day we will actually get together and talk awesome AkuRoku pics. ONE DAYYY.

Other wise, stuff is going good. : ] Design classes are still going fantastically and even though our teacher is fucking -insane- it just makes her more brilliant. No really. She's crazy. But its awesome. I realllyyy 'wanna go see Ponyo, so if anyone wants to come PLEASE give me a call. : DDD And the weekend after next, I'm going to New York City to stay with my cousin, and I'm very excited. I haven't been to New York City, since last summer and I miss it. : P

But yeahh~
Love you all!
~Ducky <33

Well. I think I may have found what I want to do for the rest of my life. ^^ ;;

I've started a fashion design course at the School Fashion Design in Boston and its fantastic. So, amazingly, fantastic. I'm learning so much, like how to make patterns, all of these nifty tricks, and most importantly all of these fantastic ways to draw and create your ideas. I love it. And it just feels so...so right, yanno? It makes me happy, no matter how hard and long I'm working at it. It's like a fashion-induced orgasm. (TMI) xD
Also, concerning fashion and costume design, it looks like this year I might be getting an intership at FIT and next summer an intership with Shakespeare and Company. And goodness, all of these doors are opening and I just feel like I've found my place. WOOHOO. I mean, gawd knows in 10 years, for all I know, I could be a chef, or a writer, or a dancer, or a scuba-diving treasuerfinderperson, or a professional field hockey player. (<---xD all things I love.)

But, yeah. Just thought I'd share some happiness and love, all around~: DDD

Euphie's going well. Need to start adding details and to make the jacket thing.

Bundles and bundles of love, and hope you are all doing well~
Ducky <3

It's true...I do. : ]

So, I'm back from my two week adventure. It was amazing and I miss all of my new friends so much.

So the trip in a nutshell: I made lots of new, hopefully long-time friends, I became part of the Shakespeare family, I got the part I wanted (: D), I discovered an old abandoned compound, and researched it, thus finding out it used to belong to the Vanderbilts (I also explored, and was able to get inside the houses...hehe, I'm sneaky.), there were a lot of huge thunderstorms (TAT), the costume designer for Shakespeare and company (-faint-), wants to be my mentor and is getting me an intership (YAY~) for next summer.

Yup, so it was a really fun, and adventure-filled trip. Though, I am happy to be out of the wilderness and to have TV and internets back. x]

For cosplay and what not, I wasn't able to finish my Euphie dress, 'cause I didn't have enough fabric. DDD : But, I'm getting more tonight, so I should have it done within two weeks. I also bought some simple, white heels, that Im going to modify to be more princess-ley. The wig should be arriving soon, as well. : D


Thank yo so much~
Ducky <3

EDIT: Got the fabric~ hurray! : ] In other, bad news, I've recently been reading Kuroshitsuji and I'm completely up to date (at least on, OneManga.com). Today, I became so upset and disturbed over the last few chapters, that I was literally sick to my tummy. I couldn't even eat dinner. Maybe I'm a baby...but god! I really love the series, but I guess that I get too worked up over my manga, so I think I'm 'gonna take a break from it for a while. : P

XD Kuroshitsuji is 'gonna help me lose weight.